Wednesday, September 09, 2009

Yes

Mosquitoes bite me now. I'm not above them anymore.
I don't care about people much. Like I mean, about humanity in general. If i work in a NGO, I'd rather save mountains. Actually I dont want to save anything because saving something means taking responsibility for it forever (some old Chinese proverb). And responsibility is only another way of commitment. I will blog in both my blogs now. I shall copy paste unashamedly. Only posts that i do not mind others reading. That is the whole points isnt it?
Today I saw Shob Charitro Kalponik. I feel like Indraneel. I do things like that. Except that i do not write poetry like that. Small difference. No maybe i wont copy paste. I need to learn to let go. I cant live in 525 forever and thats a fact. Who will stop the rain indeed? Except that i do not want the rain to stop. I dont ever want the rain to stop.
Why do we keep asking What Next? I dont have the answer. I dont even want to know the answer. You'll know when it happens. It'll be out there.
I want to travel. I want a new book--V for Vendetta...the real thing not the e-thing. I hate e-things. I'm getting tired of Facebook.
Houseguests are a pest. I need my room at my beck and call even if i'm not going to be in it.
This is a very very pointless post. I'm writing it because i wanted to do something today. All day i did nothing. Like really nothing. I just lay.
:(
I'm a little upset. I know why also. Its stupid. I want that...that. That one flash, one moment of something. Its been long.

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sp said...

dear doodler,
this is clearly an old post and maybe you've shut the site down. Plus I have nothing at all to say, especially by way of important.
But I read this post of yours and felt that I felt like this a lot, and perhaps all the time. Still do. And its the not wanting to participate, plus the feeling of wanting to be in a moment now where you were thinking something..that let you make something, create, with the alwaysgriefgiving want to write.
read what you said and realised have felt this for the longest time, and am ten years older...and still not seeing many moments of doing,making, zone. whatever.
So, here's a :) And as Im sure you can see that the desire to first write To you turned quickly into some rant published freelike on your sitespace/server--many thousand apologies, and one more:), this time a :D
Pliss to have nice time in life.
sp

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